green look

2002-10-31, 8:35 p.m.

sitting and waiting is not my idea of a moment. it is like the dead man on his pillow of dirt (because i want to lie on your pillow and let you feel a true smile). now i will go a movie with freinds and i will wait to get back and lay my tired head on that familiar seat of dirt like stirofoam on marble.

he wonders how she walks-- is the green look like his guess-- finding party boy instead of you