Older Entries
2006-12-26: the tenth time i check my phone2006-12-24: happy canasta
2006-12-19: halitosis is a missed diagnosis, i can smell the shit on your breath
2006-12-14: harmonic lullaby
2006-12-08: true words seem paradoxical
2006-12-07: my mind is like an orchard
2006-12-01: bring blood back to the fingers
2006-02-27: im in england now, by the way
2005-10-26: you sneak by, time, and all i hear is a whisper
2005-07-26: thats the way we get by
2005-06-24: another night of deficit
2005-06-17: the dead flag blues
2005-06-04: six days at the bottom of the ocean
2005-05-29: ode to a monkey
2005-05-20: i no longer think its sad
2005-04-18: how are you doing
2005-04-14: jasmine smells like christmas
2005-04-07: its been a while
2005-03-13: one day i would like to own a nickname
2005-03-11: i sleep inside the violin case
2005-03-04: on the golf course
2005-02-26: silver coated garden outside my window
2005-02-14: what can i do except to keep running
2005-02-02: its not fair to carry it around
2005-01-19: sunday was maybe the best night of my life
2005-01-12: waiting for godot
2004-12-30: there are no more Braun's here now
2004-12-24: we spies, we slow hand killers
2004-12-21: i just came on to find a reason to laugh
2004-12-15: i rode on a train in new york when i was six
2004-12-08: it feels like next week right now
2004-12-03: fight club
2004-11-29: hobo in a jetta
2004-11-25: ill be gone when the next day breaks
2004-11-23: -
2004-11-19: under the mango tree
2004-11-15: how to disappear completely - radiohead
2004-11-09: guitar strumming and the speakers humming
2004-11-07: accordians yawning
2004-11-05: cuz you know that its over
2004-11-03: john calvin would be proud of the nation he's made
2004-11-02: 8
2004-11-01: :O
2004-10-30: Sun is in my eyes, i want to be home
2004-10-27: one of these days ill have a conclusion
2004-10-26: PDA
2004-10-22: no name, no face, nobody i know is this person (nobody wants the position)
2004-10-20: time is time, and it piles up, waiting for me to collect myself
2004-10-18: jesus has a talk show
2004-10-17: the stars are projectors
2004-10-14: on my way to lake tahoe
2004-10-12: smog
2004-10-11: mom, this is sara. sara, this is my mom sara
2004-10-11: mom, this is sara. sara, this is my mom sara
2004-10-10: now i start counting the days before it begins to rain
2004-10-08: i need more money for paints
2004-10-08: chapped lips and morning breath
2004-10-05: oh, how the stages progress
2004-10-04: im trying not to cut too deep tonight
2004-10-01: eternal sunshine and the spotless mind
2004-09-30: there is a number of small things
2004-09-28: a world of possibilty
2004-09-27: brutal, its for you too
2004-09-25: genesis
2004-09-24: someday it might be me
2004-09-24: the clock turns in hour increments
2004-09-23: you see her, you hear her, you want her, you want to
2004-09-20: in ink i write it, but that doesnt help
2004-09-19: 5:16 and i should have thought twice
2004-09-18: 2 am and im on the corner of Hearn and Corby
2004-09-16: keep pressing the snooze, fall asleep
2004-09-15: at least Explosions in the sky will be here
2004-09-12: i come home and she is wheezing hello to me
2004-09-11: EH!
2004-09-10: my keyboard is a freakin IDIOT *sigh*
2004-09-06: its always been that way
2004-09-05: 'polls suggest a double-digit lead for bush'
2004-09-04: ill write more when i get back
2004-09-03: the shorter the better, i suppose
2004-09-02: i get to take painting now instead of calculus...
2004-09-02: it could have been permanent
2004-08-31: parched mouth; reminds me of eating too many pears
2004-08-31: Intraveinous living
2004-08-27: bird claws
2004-08-25: always, a pretty rush down my spine
2004-08-22: pj harvey is in my head
2004-08-18: liquid memories
2004-08-17: plato's thoughts could construct a universe of their own
2004-08-17: mathmathmathmath
2004-08-14: the mind which is yet to be
2004-08-12: will i be upside down tomorrow morning or is this the static state #2
2004-08-12: will i be upside down tomorrow morning or is this the static state
2004-08-10: dinner time and the lights fade slowly
2004-08-08: time to sleep, and time to think
2004-08-04: 2 pieces of pizza on my desk are becoming cold right now
2004-08-03: it was 5 am when i did it, ok?
2004-08-01: 14 hours of sleep, oh my
2004-07-28: Houdini
2004-07-26: cops will knock on your door at 2 am
2004-07-23: napoleon dynamite, watch it
2004-07-23: 'actually, things are very good'
2004-07-21: everyday is like sunday
2004-07-19: that was more than one REM
2004-07-17: wrens
2004-07-15: i didnt have to deal with super psycho bitch today, so i am happy
2004-07-14: driving home was a dream i had
2004-07-11: Camus is a god. god does not exist
2004-07-11: would anyone care for tomorrow?
2004-07-08: brutally honest
2004-07-04: Montery
2004-06-30: "no more waiting to die... huh"
2004-06-28: "you lazy fawk!" - Nick
2004-06-27: fahrenheit 9-11
2004-06-23: pull over and tell me your name
2004-06-20: she didnt want to be a poo poo girl.... haha
2004-06-16: you've got to be the best
2004-06-12: one with the freaks
2004-06-10: newsprint is etched into my palms
2004-06-07: reminder
2004-06-05: this is what you see, it's all i'll be
2004-06-02: mount shasta is a pretty place
2004-05-27: mountain goats
2004-05-25: walking throught the art gallery
2004-05-17: Endless cars on the train track
2004-05-16: the trees have gotten shorter since i last saw them
2004-05-10: here is the spring sun again
2004-05-06: lawn
2004-05-03: nothing is creepier than a heroine addict that creeps through your room
2004-04-26: Inside a dirty trailor
2004-04-23: 4:33
2004-04-15: iron on the soles of my shoes
2004-04-14: south dakota running through my veins
2004-04-13: 1. 2. red. blue.
2004-04-09: Iron and Wine tonight, jolly joy
2004-04-05: The pond outside my window
2004-04-04: spring forward, please paul
2004-03-29: that was a year ago, yes?
2004-03-26: Pieces of April is a flawless movie
2004-03-22: sinunoid
2004-03-20: Dawn of the dead
2004-03-17: harass the badger
2004-03-16: umi said shine your light on the world
2004-03-13: i will be glad when tuesday has come and gone
2004-03-12: they arent all true, not every memory, even some that you love to believe
2004-03-10: you spend half of the morning just trying to wake up
2004-03-08: C-
2004-03-07: spring is 80 degrees with a canary yellow sun
2004-03-06: early afternoon, driving the highways
2004-03-05: finding little bits to pick apart
2003-09-28: so this morning i woke up early so i could see what i've been missing
2003--27: one more reason
2003-02-26: ---------------------
2003-02-23: looking back a year ago
2003-02-22: orange pumas are orange even with no lights around
2003-02-21: no golf makes for a strange friday
2003-02-20: :O HAHAHAHA
2003-02-20: under the bridge
2003-02-17: usually i have no real news for the day, just moments
2003-02-16: air
2003-02-14: i forgot what its like to hear an amazing album for the first time
2003-02-13: gotta go to work, gotta go to work, gotta have a job
2003-02-11: tallahassee
2003-02-11: morning meditation
2003-02-11: pictures of santa cruz already seem ancient
2003-02-08: damn, i guess its time to change again
2003-02-08: driving through texas
2003-02-07: last night the computer was an ass
2003-02-05: arrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2003-02-05: 24 hours and its here, 24 hours later, it will be here again
2003-02-03: no reason why really, not that i could figure out myself anyway
2003-02-02: Janet Jackson, look what you've done!
2003-02-01: Essay time
2003-01-31: what a chance occurence that a drip of water could do this to me
2003-01-31: its a game of chance
2003-01-30: its opening time on fascination street
2003-01-28: bird of prey, take me on your fly
2003-01-26: art for christs sake
2003-01-25: night and day, i saw the sun coming up today
2003-01-23: santa cruz
2003-01-22: i turned so pale
2003-01-21: jump out and let it fly
2003-01-19: where does the water go?
2003-01-19: why do i write at 3 am...
2003-01-18: god, its only saturday
2003-01-17: well, this sure was productive day
2003-01-16: its so hard to go into the city
2003-01-16: wow, i think this week was longer than zero
2003-01-15: at least the ATM pulls your card back shortly to prevent theft, for people like me it helps
2003-01-14: i really should pay more attention, maybe i can stop the fits of stupidity
2003-01-13: accept message
2003-09-23: school started without my brain as a safety harness
2003-01-11: where the hell is my cellphone?
2003-01-10: mark kozelic was right when he sang about this
2003-01-07: 2:30 and i just woke up
2003-09-15: asleep to dormancy, infant to childish
2003-01-03: twenty minutes in brussels
2003-12-31: cereal is a great great thing
2003-12-30: the moon was setting over a mountain in the middle of the stretched sky tonight.
2003-12-28: i've got the questions for dreams, and i know they cant speak
2003-12-28: a new light outside my house to keep the cats in the sun
2003-12-26: dr. suess, hehe, he should be Terd fergusen
2003-12-25: Merry Christmas, for real this time
2003-12-25: all the stockings were hung with care
2003-09-22: what is this?
2003-12-23: new white shoes for the street lamps to see
2003-12-23: haaha, merry christmas!
2003-12-22: just before i go to bed
2003-12-20: wake up whistling
2003-09-18: john reily was in my dream last night
2003-12-17: no alarms and no surprises please
2003-12-15: why have i not been able to digest food?
2003-09-24: the date will be listed correctly from now on
2003-09-21: the power went off yesterday and i lost everything i wrote
2003-09-20: veins
2003-09-20: well i think so anyway
2003-09-20: here is the pouring rain
2003-09-19: date
2003-09-19: speaker phones
2003-09-18: taste
2003-09-18: school is like a slurpee, figure it out
2003-09-17: a teenage boy with a future etched in wood, but wood burns so easy
2003-09-17: putting life onto a pen
2003-09-27: i need to free write more often
2003-09-26: less sleep, it always takes a day to catch up (next time i will write what i had on paper so i dont forget)
2003-09-25: cuz im gonna do it anyway, even if it doesnt pay
2003-09-25: loro
2003-09-24: yeah, it's 8:30 am
2003-09-24: short, short, thinking too extreme about those things we cannot experience in this life
2003-09-22: people read all my crap entries, i want this to be different
2003-09-21: entry the first
2003-09-19: er, gobble gobble
2003-09-18: I was born with $20,000 to pay off
2003-09-23: well close your eyes and count to ten
2003-09-23: just one step back and i remember it all
2003-09-22: dicotomy of sleep, waking up makes you tired
2003-09-21: back by popular demand... demanded by thin pieces of silence
2003-09-18: so that lennon guy is a nut, who the fuck cares
2003-09-17: DO NOT GET UP AFTER AN ORGASM
2003-09-27: it makes sense to me anyways, maybe im just really tired
2003-09-26: just thought i would write something about its presence
2003-09-26: sometimes i really want people to own a piece of my brain, less explainations.
2003-09-25: keep em guessing, were the last words of Mars Stubblefield
2003-09-24: the crystal lake is calling me tonight
2003-09-24: dellusional, at night i feel like a shakespearian player
2003-09-23: i ask him, in my head, the silence reverberates
2003-09-22: my speech went well, it is beautiful outside
2003-09-21: woke up before the alarm for once
2003-09-21: when the lens focuses we blur
2003-09-19: peridot or amethyst, my insides may be rock
2003-09-19: maybe my eyes forget what they see, thats why my head is so heavy
2003-11-09: dont give in 2000 men
2003-09-22: just thought i would share with you
2003-11-07: are you going to scarborough?
2003-09-20: madeline, my home was up that road
2003-11-05: ok, well i guess that is my middle name.
2003-11-05: 12:35 and the cat is in the tree
2003-09-18: do i really need.
2003-09-17: in case you didnt notice, kacklefight is not your journal
2003-09-21: ode to young pilgrim
2003-09-20: aftermath of crazy nights
2003-09-18: halloween can be funny, but not when you find balogna on your SUV
2003-30-10: morning is sometimes colder than we ever forsee
2003-29-10: life is not bollocks, so put down the sticker
2003-10-29: tonight i may write, tonight i will smile
2003-10-28: llamas are a most amazing creature
2003-09-22: what do you think i do when im on the shatter
2003-09-22: -
2003-09-22: golfing
2003-15-10: fusion
2003-10-25: i was in tahoe when...
2003-09-17: off to Tahoe
2003-23-10: a conversation with an updated cyborg
2003-10-22: who said transitions were required?
2003-22-10: Elliot Smith, you showed me what it's like to be a person
2003-10-21: when freedom is present, all else fails
2003-20-10: morning
2003-19-10: three things
2003-10-18: yes?
2003-10-17: bubba
2003-17-10: we are all imperfect
2003-09-16: sunspots
2003-15-10: 12:30
2003-14-10: tired
2003-13-10: pictures 1
2003-10-12: kill bill
2003-09-16: two
2003-09-10: -
2003-09-10: electron blanket
2003-08-10: -
2003-06-10: ring
2003-09-21: answers
2003-05-10: skies
2003-05-10: kelly's bum
2003-04-10: moon
2003-03-10: -
2003-09-18: lions and witches
2003-09-29: timelines
2003-09-28: pussy farts
2003-09-27: test test
2003-09-26: weighted
2003-09-25: control
2003-09-17: radiohead
2003-09-22: much better
2003-09-21: -
2003-09-19: what is the choice, what were the outcomes
2003-09-16: a warm feeling on my cheeks where the moments danced
2003-09-15: it comes to me in the morning
2003-09-14: b-l-double o-d f-l-o- double u
2003-09-12: summer nights
2003-09-08: -
2003-09-08: two beats
2003-09-06: my eyes are puffed and very tired
2003-09-05: admist the lies of a nation
2003-09-03: here next to me
2003-09-01: so i will write for you
2003-08-27: the wise man who went into the woods
2003-08-24: hungry hands
2003-08-24: painting break
2003-08-20: waiting for presence
2003-08-17: oh brave new world
2003-08-11: trying not to try
2003-07-30: who will put flowers on a flowers grave
2003-07-17: the diferences are staggering
2003-07-13: we are, and there is a zero plain
2003-07-01: a simple plan
2003-05-26: holy mackerols
2003-05-12: waiting to blast
2003-05-10: like tar
2003-05-05: for square, inflate
2003-04-03: in that place
2003-04-07: family guy is on adult swim soon
2003-03-20: tonight
2003-03-15: bench
2003-03-12: at school
2003-02-28: last night was funny
2003-02-14: wow
2003-01-25: golf=better
2003-01-23: as i go to school i think.
2003-01-23: [*_*]
2003-01-22: type-ity clack
2003-01-22: "off to bed"
2003-01-21: break the table and watch my eyes
2003-01-20: like this
2003-01-17: and im gone
2003-01-15: so i wrote today
2003-01-15: everybody has something
2003-01-12: another dream
2003-01-11: off with my head
2003-01-10: !
2003-01-09: my trip
2003-01-06: wow, im tired
2003-01-03: good night
2003-01-01: new year's
2002-12-31: at least i have alice in wonderland
2002-12-30: i am relaxation
2002-12-29: lyriceee again
2002-12-28: writing bubbles for the air
2002-12-27: so confused!
2002-12-26: maybe
2002-12-23: experiment time
2002-12-23: ha
2002-12-22: yoshimi
2002-12-21: just writing
2002-12-21: waking life is good, waking life is.... (adjective)
2002-12-19: click
2002-12-19: moon eyes, rain waves on puddles
2002-12-19: tea time
2002-12-18: tireddddddd
2002-12-17: wohoo!
2002-12-16: 14:23 to write
2002-12-16: but it's the way i feel right now
2002-12-16: lyrics of mr. gabriel (mercy street)
2002-12-14: i just fell in love
2002-12-13: hope you read the email
2002-12-13: mmmm. im not asleep either
2002-12-13: pink moon is on its way
2002-12-13: yes. and oh it it midnight now!
2002-12-12: ever so bored i am
2002-12-11: writing because i have seven minutes
2002-12-10: hmmm boy thoughts
2002-12-09: hooorah!
2002-12-09: sitting here thinking and writing
2002-12-06: staring at my desktop image
2002-12-05: zing, mind gathers dust i say
2002-12-01: yet i am still in college
2002-11-28: ughy hugy ghuy guyh huyg uygh ugth hgyu.... mhm
2002-11-26: ugh, writing comes second when thses eyes sag and droop
2002-11-24: oh, yesss... jesus was a ray of sunlight and sigur ros could outshine him
2002-11-23: ah, and for you
2002-11-23: sometimes (an ode to amanda)
2002-11-21: watching ticks in pre-recorded time
2002-11-16: sometimes a nap is a good thing
2002-11-14: early
2002-11-12: i think i need sleep
2002-11-08: ahhhh
2002-11-07: turkey
2002-11-04: grrrgle
2002-11-01: hmm poof and shoot!
2002-11-01: went to the movies
2002-10-31: green look
2002-10-30: sitting and thinking why im tilted
2002-10-29: Dreams that you can feel with fingers that want to be trains and boats and planes
2002-10-29: my thoughs exactly
2002-10-29: smack down!
2002-10-28: I feel like a daisy with all of it's petals pulled off
2002-10-22: hmmmm..... im SO confused
2002-09-04: B a a a a h a h a h a h a h a h!
2002-09-01: we're not as big of losers as before
2002-08-31: anxious
2002-08-28: determined
2002-08-23: Aggravated
2002-08-21: Guilty
2002-08-19: test test
2002-08-19: people in cars are funny
2002-08-18: school starts tommmorow
2002-08-17: eh!