break the table and watch my eyes

2003-01-21, 1:59 a.m.

because if you really wanna know how i feel then watch the colors of my eyes. i can be green and blue and brown and grey. just watch the color change when i am driving and i see the multi layered markers jumping up and it feels like im on two roads of midnight.

i dont know if becks advice would work: drive all night just to think you feel alright.

driving home just made a joke for the road, and walking is more like hearing that sound of feet on wet pavement. so yes, goodnight to me and you and this mind, goodnight.