damn, i guess its time to change again

2003-02-08, 11:09 p.m.

at first i am dispondent, sort of shocked that i received the same diagnosis as last year. it's not to hard to agree though, when i think about what i write, how i rationalize. i am trapped now, by my own arrogance, in a circular rhythm of introspection that lacks resolve.

i have no clue, no clue how to step outside the bounds of normal thought.

miscommunication of my goals, and it leaves them all pissed off, and wondering how i got to be that way.