cuz im gonna do it anyway, even if it doesnt pay

2003-09-25, 9:20 p.m.

so i come back from a friends house to find things rearranged, everywhere there are pictures of a shooting star, i have jutting rocks in my stomach. the waves are coming out of my throat, but i try to hold them down, the mariner will drown in a dark storm, and i will become a geysor.